Trying to cope with stress

Hello Everyone here I am updating again I'm sorry for not updating this blog for the last month. I'm so stress, disappointed, depressed with myself. Because I really don't what I really, really want to do in my life.

Yeah I know what I want to do but I'm so confused. I really have a lot of things to do but I don't how to start. It's really confusing right. Because some people who are with me in this point that after graduating college they are confusing on their plans, others are depressed of being rejected on finding jobs, tired to do some effort.

 If you read this I feel you. And for me I don't to be in the corporate world I don't think that I am fit on it. I'd rather want to have my own online business and being a freelancer. I rather want a flexibility and freedom. But the good thing on being in a corporate world it gives you a benefits, a fixed regular monthly income. And I hate the most is waking up early. For me my ultimate goal in life after finishing college is to be independent.

Living on my own this is the greatest goal that I really wanna achieve in my life right now. And a lot of distractions here at this place. If I have on my own I can concentrate, focus on the things that I wanna do. I hope that I can do it. Just having a faith and believing in myself. That's all for today.